I am pissed off at pretty much everything and everyone pretty much all of the time these days.
One of the more entertaining aspects of starting a blood glucose-reduction program after having been so high for so long is that I get to experience the joys of hypoglycemia without actually being in the danger zone. Compared to what my body is used to, I'm sugar-deprived. Two symptoms of which are apparently attempts by the eyeballs to spontaneously leap from the head, and increased irritability. Maybe that's it.
One book I've read compares the process of dealing with a diagnosis of diabetes to being told you are going to die, which you kinda have been. Anyone who took college freshman psychology can tell you the stages of the process are: denial, anger, bargaining, depression, acceptance. I dealt with the denial for the two years I was melting and telling everyone I was fine, and I have no one to bargain with. So, I am left with the double-barrel of anger and depression. Maybe that's it.
I am, in my heart of hearts, an asshole. I act stoic mostly to conceal this fact. Even if I can't spell it, I am a big fan of schaedenfraude, pleasure at the misfortune of others. (By the way, how cool is it that there's a word for that? Even if it is German.) For the most part, I would prefer it if everyone were legally required to stay at least 100 yards away from me, except to give me things. I'm big on the idea of self-sufficiency, not because I don't want to depend on other people, but because I don't want to deal with them. I am anti-social like Osama bin Goatfucker is devout. To the extent that I am forced to interact with the populace at large, I get annoyed. And it seems the population of this town has tripled lately. Maybe that's it.
Maybe these are all ingredients in the vile stew of hate that is me right now. I hate feeling like this, which isn't helping matters either.
I am Pissed Off, too!
I am soooooooooo fucking tired of taking care of everyone else's BullShit!
I was single for 4 years...perfectly lonely...perfectly happy in my a lone ness.
Then, along comes a Mr. "i can take care of you" , and i fall for the bullshit! ( was i desperate, or bored)? neither mind, i fell for it. Now, here i am, suffering for the consequences of my weakened intellect...(did i say intellect)? STUPIDITY!
I am currently financially supporting ONE fucked up 12 year old that thinks his "MOM" showing up every 2 months is wonderful, and the "DAD" thinking that going to school is going to keep me pacified. WHERE THE FUCK IS THE FINANCIAL RESPONSIBILITY OF A PARENT TAKING CARE OF THEIR OWN? i manage to do it with mine, WHAT THE FUCK IS THEIR PROBLEM?
Now, i am backed into the fucked-up situation, of:
IF I DO NOT DO IT, NO ONE WILL>>>>
let the bastard starve then....i did not bare him....i did not cause this bullshit....mother fucker...the only time THE mother shows up is to take him out on a "RUN" with her in the big truck...fuck the paying of the mudane, necessary shit....o, hell, NO!
take him off to different states...look like the MOM you have NO idea of being....THENTHIS, is complaining....i would say i feel better...but, I DO NOT!
WELL. Where to start? WHY am I pissed off?
...
How about the fact that my mother doesn't realize that I'm a grown woman and can make desisions for myself? Or how about the fact that I'm single and bored?
Maybe it's that I want a boyfriend that's gonna actually care. Maybe that's it. Who knows?
Maybe.
Maybe it's because I want to write something, but my damn mother can't help but look over my shoulder. Could be.
Posted by: Kyo-chan at July 26, 2003 08:25 PMI am pissed off because I am 18, I lost my scholarship because i didnt do good on my finals because I had pnemonia when I took them and the teachers refused to give me a make up date or something to redo them, I handed in one test with some of the green stuff that I coughed up on it. The school refused to give me a chance to get my scholarship back, after I signed up for a summer course for the class that I failed, which now Im paying 3 grand out of my own pocket. My parents are trying to get me to switch school, they want me out of TKE, my fraternity, and they are not letting me live my own life
Posted by: MercXI at July 28, 2003 12:43 PMby the way, Kyo-chan im sorry, I know where you're coming from, just remember she cannot control your whole life, if you need some tips, email me
Posted by: MercXI at July 28, 2003 12:45 PMi am pissed of because against better judgement, i believed a bunch of bullshit i knew wasn't true. i guess i am pissed off at myself because i have been so unhappy i actually wanted to believe this bullshit. i am going back to my old theory:
if it looks like shit
if it smells like shit
if it is brown and belongs in the sewer
then IT IS SHIT!
I ABSOLUTELY HATE LIARS, AND THAT IS NO SHIT!
im fuckin PISSED OFF because my parentsd are awful. they are rich and give me money but in return i have to follow their rules. i am 18 and cannot stay out past eleven! its ridiculous. my best friend told her mother i was a pothead and they called the cops on my and my boyfriend told me the reason we were having problems is bc huis friends and i dont get along.... so what about ure friends?!?! are u gay or something. i hate this shit.
Posted by: nooney at September 5, 2003 09:27 PMi am pissed off because my job is shit i work with a load of fuck heads every one annoys me
Posted by: Emma at November 10, 2003 06:29 AMNot that I'm complaining about the traffic or anything, but I am curious how it is that all you folks have managed to find your way here and taken it upon yourselves to use my comments to unload your angst.
Like I said, not complaining. Feel free, go right ahead. But is there something somewhere pointing to this post, or are you searching for the words, "pissed off," or what?
Posted by: David at November 10, 2003 07:02 PMI'm pissed off with everyone! I fucking deserve that! They spended all my understanding and patience. Enough is enough. I don't have to put up with all this bullshit. I always try to understand the other, when he/she has a problem. I spend hours thinking what i did wrong and what schould i do.But when I have a problem with someone, when NO i do not find even the slightest effort to solve it. All i get is them not speaking to me, or being cold to me or telling me to fuck myself and solve the problem myself. One of my friends is the worst of all. When i have done something wrong she doesn't speak to me.I have to call her and try to clear things out myself.I have done this over and over for the past two years. Why the FUCK is she that way?I'm so pissed.
(And yes i have searched "Pissed off" and got here)
Posted by: kostis at November 15, 2003 10:10 AMI'm pissed off with everyone! I fucking deserve that! They spended all my understanding and patience. Enough is enough. I don't have to put up with all this bullshit. I always try to understand the other, when he/she has a problem. I spend hours thinking what i did wrong and what schould i do.But when I have a problem with someone, when NO i do not find even the slightest effort to solve it. All i get is them not speaking to me, or being cold to me or telling me to fuck myself and solve the problem myself. One of my friends is the worst of all. When i have done something wrong she doesn't speak to me.I have to call her and try to clear things out myself.I have done this over and over for the past two years. Why the FUCK is she that way?I'm so pissed.
(And yes i have searched "Pissed off" and got here)
Posted by: kostis at November 15, 2003 10:11 AMI am so goddamn PISSED the fucking test!! I FAILED! TWICE! AND IT COST ME $5 EACH!! FUCKING SHIT! NOW I FAILED SCHOOL JUST BECAUSE OF THAT SHIT!! FUCK I AM SO FUCKING PISSED I COULD JUST SMASH THE SHIT OUTTA EVERYONE!! FUCK FUCK FUUUUCCCKKKKK!!!!
Posted by: PISSED!! at December 18, 2003 05:32 AMLet me guess: it was an English composition test.
Posted by: David at December 18, 2003 09:43 PMI am pissed at the devil inside. Yes I did do a search for "I am pissed" on google. I am tired of mistrust, incompetance or the apearance of it->more like peoples resources are so tapped that it renders them incompetent, control freaks, the fact that the truth doesn't come out until it's all said and done. I am pissed at my own kind see learned behavior, propaganda, politics, media hype for the sake of ratings. but most of all one game called
"dormat or dictator" subject plays both roles to manipulate their way into getting what they want.
let us not forget tv magazine shows that stretch out the content for dramatic affect, follow up stories that change everything but wind up on the back page, the more I see and the more I rise I see how all problems seem to be caused by human error, lack of communication, and selfishness. irony more irony.
Im fucking pissed off cos im trying to do my fucking work but my bro won't let me print it up on his fucking computer. im trying to download it onto my sisters computer but cos they don't have broadband it's taking so fucking long to download and i don't have time to sit around like a fucking idiot. Now i have to wait till i go back to uni at the end of the fucking xmas holiday and print it up there where it's gonna cost me 5 fucking pence a fucking page!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then im pissed off cos im leaving uni in 6 months and i have to move back home and i don't fucking want to cos i hate the area of london that i live in and i can only put up with my family for 10 mins at a time before we start fucking fighting. It's fucking fuckeries
I'm pissed off because I've learned again that people are, generally, a waste of time. Sure, I'm an unholy bitch to begin with, but there was a time not so long ago when i actually thought that my friends were real! And they, you know, cared. And then, lo and behold, I find out they're a bunch of spineless children who lick each other's assholes to avoid letting on that they're actually stabbing each other in the back.
Also, my roomate's shitty rice cooker isn't working. Piece of shit.
Posted by: The Anger at January 13, 2004 10:29 PMi am seriously pissed off with a gaumlas twat called john staughton i will kick the fuck out of him if i see him on his the only problem is hes never on his own.
Posted by: messiah at January 16, 2004 08:35 AMEverything fucking pisses me off! One little thing like taking out the garbage makes me furious. I am lazy. I didn't want to be lazy, and I don't want to work to change it. FUCK! I don't want to believe, I don't want to go to school, I don't want to go to work, I don't want to ever fucking wake up again. I didn't ask for anything of this shit. Fuck it all. Most people say "You will get used to it. You have to put up with. It's just life" Well I say fuck all that! FUCK IT! I don't want to get used to it, I shouldn't have to. Why the fuck should anyone get used to living a shitty life full of work, obligation, sadness, lies, and bull shit? Maybe things would be better if everybody in the world just died at once.
Posted by: adam at January 20, 2004 12:14 AMkill urselves if u hate it, but i advise u to cut all tighs and start aagain as a new person, and pretend to be someone else, and shag someone, start a relationship, dont be scared, be who u want to be. have a laugh. be a new person
have fun
go to uni]
even if ure a ukin nerd or dumb shit
do it
be ureslef not on strreet in job centre
get job go uni be the Man
Posted by: sam at February 28, 2004 09:50 PMhey ya didnt mean to be so forward but seriously - life is great wehn u look at the big picture - u cant trust everyone, but just have fun while u can and be ureslef with who ure with. at the end of the day, u dont need to be The Man to live life to the full, go to europe, go to asia, be a soldier, make music, do wha u wanna do - no one is stopping u. get pissed. be the man even if ure workin 4 him or her. u can still be the Man. im the man, i havent got a job, i got a loan, but i still control what i do. i make m decisions. be the Man. email me back people. sanmiguel104@hotmail.com
ope ihelped ya
u want tips email me. i have fun
so should u
do camp america - its cheap
make mates
hehehehe
Posted by: tthe man sam`` at February 28, 2004 10:15 PMI'm pissed! My professors didn't accept my outline for master's degree orals! I asked them for a meeting before hand to talk about their expectations, but they either didn't respond to me or told me to "follow the directions..." well, guess what? I did follow the directions, and now I have one more chance to get it right...Maybe I wouldn't be stressed about if...hmm...they took the trouble to meet with me for 10 minutes like I requested in the first place? Oh wait.....they don't give a damn about me....that's right......
anyway....yes, I found this website by typing "i'm pissed" into google....love andrea
Posted by: Andrea at March 10, 2004 11:33 PMHi Andrea, I'm a student as well in dark town somewhere in the North. It's very much true that most of the lecturers can't be bothered about their students. There is only a smal minority of them which are very good and the rest of them is what they told us social crap. Some of them came actualy from the so caled under class but as soon as they have their BA in they pocket, they look down on students as if we are those on the long end of the society. That's the reason why I feel so p. off.
Posted by: Anita Goinar at March 14, 2004 05:50 PMOkay, this topic is closed. I don't know why people think that this was a good place to vent their own anger, just because I did so.
I'm not a psychologist. I'm not even sympathetic. I didn't ask anyone to regale me with their badly spelled, grammatically creative tales of woe. I'm not here to let you express your pain. If you have something to say, start your own blog.
I do appreciate that link to that badger page someone included.
Posted by: David at March 16, 2004 11:12 AM